I hate this

Since Monday I have not been able to talk to the person that I most want to talk to. I have no idea how long I should wait before I can talk to her again. I'm not even sure if she ever wants to talk to me again. I hate not knowing what she is feeling at the moment, but most of all I just hate not talking to her. Listening to what happened to her during her day was the best part of my day. I miss everything about her.

I hate this so much.